Sunday, March 27, 2011

Finally an update

So to clear things up, I have been absent for quite a while…things have been pretty busy…I’ve been traveling and hanging out…and dating…I am not mad at Neda although she says I suck and assumes that I am mad at her because I disappear off the face of the earth…it’s just something that I do 

So general updates since my last update

K is soooo over…turns out once he has a few drinks in him he’s a real asshole…no one likes the drunk asshole….and I don’t like getting mindfucked…not one bit...if you like someone you should just say so and not string them a long just seeing what happens and how much they’ll put up with 

My birthday was good…my girls totally came through and I love them for it…lots of drinks, dinner and good times…

I have started dating…like really dating a guy, like he messages me daily to see how I am and I’ve already met the friends…he’s not like any of the other guys I’ve been trying to date…there’s an easiness to it all and a comfortability I can’t really explain…I think I might have finally broken my pattern of going after guys who don’t really have an interest in me…for those of you who know me this is usually all part of the game for me…but I’m done playing…his name is Joe and it’s been about 3 weeks now so it early…but for once I have the giddy dorkiness I always witnessed but never experienced…he’s one of the kindest people I have met and I’m feeling pretty lucky…and don’t feel like bolting at all…which is also a new experience for me

Right now I am in California and it’s bittersweet…I love being home but I know that it’s not quite the same…more and more Buffalo has become an adopted home…which makes me a little sad…yesterday Chava and I woke up at 4:30am to get the perfect sunrise photos at the beach…it’s for small reasons like this that make me love her and know we’ll be friends forever…so this will always be a place I love but I’m starting to think Buffalo has become more of an home than I realize

Ummm I feel like there is more to say but I feel tapped out…

1 comment:

  1. FINALLY!!!!!
    Ummm.. so falling off the face of the earth may be completely normal, but avoiding your significant other for what feels like for ever - NOT SO MUCH!! lol..
    anyway, i forgive you this time! I am glad things are going ok, and I need a more personal update soon! :) I know you are on vacation, so I will try to not be too pushy right now! :)

    TTYS!!! I miss you!