Sunday, March 27, 2011

Finally an update

So to clear things up, I have been absent for quite a while…things have been pretty busy…I’ve been traveling and hanging out…and dating…I am not mad at Neda although she says I suck and assumes that I am mad at her because I disappear off the face of the earth…it’s just something that I do 

So general updates since my last update

K is soooo over…turns out once he has a few drinks in him he’s a real asshole…no one likes the drunk asshole….and I don’t like getting mindfucked…not one bit...if you like someone you should just say so and not string them a long just seeing what happens and how much they’ll put up with 

My birthday was good…my girls totally came through and I love them for it…lots of drinks, dinner and good times…

I have started dating…like really dating a guy, like he messages me daily to see how I am and I’ve already met the friends…he’s not like any of the other guys I’ve been trying to date…there’s an easiness to it all and a comfortability I can’t really explain…I think I might have finally broken my pattern of going after guys who don’t really have an interest in me…for those of you who know me this is usually all part of the game for me…but I’m done playing…his name is Joe and it’s been about 3 weeks now so it early…but for once I have the giddy dorkiness I always witnessed but never experienced…he’s one of the kindest people I have met and I’m feeling pretty lucky…and don’t feel like bolting at all…which is also a new experience for me

Right now I am in California and it’s bittersweet…I love being home but I know that it’s not quite the same…more and more Buffalo has become an adopted home…which makes me a little sad…yesterday Chava and I woke up at 4:30am to get the perfect sunrise photos at the beach…it’s for small reasons like this that make me love her and know we’ll be friends forever…so this will always be a place I love but I’m starting to think Buffalo has become more of an home than I realize

Ummm I feel like there is more to say but I feel tapped out…

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Wife, you OFFICIALLY suck!

Dear Wife,

I would like to tell you that you officially suck, and you have neglected me completely! Ummm.. I hope you have a good excuse, because I really don't wanna bring up the 'd' word! Please be kind enough to update me on the happenings in your life. 


Your wife who feels beyond neglected!

Sunday, February 20, 2011


I am so bored, it is not even funny! I feel like poop.. I am lazy as hell, yet TV isn't keeping me entertained. It is snowing again. Tomorrow is Monday... blah! Nick is doing homework so he can't entertain me either. Wrinkles is down and out too... ahhh.. what can I do to entertain myself??? I want to read a book, but right now that sounds like too much strain I don't wanna put on my brain and eyes.
Crap... I hate boring lazy days!

I need news from DC, please!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

I Made My Own Blog

I have a personal blog now! :) It is going to be a reflection of the mess that I am. I will attempt to update it regularly, and for now I think I am going to concentrate mostly on the things I cook. I have a really hard time trying to keep my recipes organized, so maybe this will help, and maybe you guys will find some of my 'creations' delicious.

Ummm. I miss having friends, so hopefully this new blog will attract some random person in cleveland that I will automatically hit it off with. LOL. Wishful thinking.... I know!

Kim, I hope you are feeling better, and I can't wait to hear all about this DC trip?! How come I know nothing about that???


Monday, February 14, 2011

Happy Valentine's Day, Dear Wife!!!

Hey wifey,

I do apologize I have acted like a jerk today, and didn't even send you flowers!! However, you have been on my mind all day, and I truly miss your face!

So please accept my gift, in blog form... and remember, you are my wife for a reason, and I love you!

I hope you had a great day!


Friday, February 11, 2011

What to Do This Weekend?

So as I said last week, I need some excitement in my life. This has become a very big issue for me, because I don't have anything to do, and the days just seem to go by, as I sit on the sidelines and watch my youth slip away. At the beginning of this year I promised myself I would try to enjoy whatever is left of my 'careless' years as much as possible, but so far (a month and a half (ummm... that's over 10%) into 2011, I have changed nothing and done nothing worth blogging or writing home about!!! I am upset about this, so I am determined to change it. Whether or not that change comes this weekend - we will see... I need some ideas about what I can do on a weekend when we expect snow and temperatures below 30!
The boyfriend has been upsetting me - he is super behind on his homework, and has been staying up late at night playing video games, so as of right now, I do not plan to include him in my plans for the weekend. It is just me and the pup! what should we do?!

I miss my friends, will someone please move to Cleveland, or to like Akron, or even Erie or Pittsburgh?! pls!

P.S. I am still feeling very blah, and I am hating the fact that I don't even have the BF to hang with, because sporting events on TV and video games are apparently more important to him than spending time with me and our dog. :S *shrugs shoulders - sigh!

P.P.S. Just found out Nick got the job at Office Max, he starts tomorrow. Although I am super glad he got the job, I am also very very irritated, as that means that he will spend even less time trying to catch up on his homework, and even less time with me. Ahhh! Why is time never enough, why does it feel like I am last on his list of priorities, when I am the reason he is in school in the first place?!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011


So I did it...

I broke up with was surprisingly difficult...I actually cried and that wasn't something I expected to do

He told me I was sabotaging myself because I didn't believe I was good enough to have a nice guy....there may be some truth to that...I thought I was really ready to settle down and really find someone...maybe I made excuses as to why he wasn't good enough...I can't be sure...maybe he wasn't the one for me but I'm now trying to convince myself because he made a really good case...I want someone who wants to roam free the same way that I do...he told me that hanging out with my friends so much lately is what made me second guess it? Maybe, but I love my friends and whomever I end up dating has to be able to mesh with them...and I just couldn't see it happening, would he stay out late, act dumb, have game night, travel around and stay piled up in hotel rooms...he told me if I figure things out to give him a call because he wants to see me but he won't force it...

I told him maybe he'll find a nice girl on match...he said he thought he did